Dead?

The cars not washed,
the rooms not clean.
You have tons to do
but you stare at the screen.

Yes you laugh with them
that too a hearty one.
But once they are gone,
you are no more on the run.

How do you manage,
to radiate the energy
the source of which
is dead for centuries.

You sleep all day,
your spirits all dull.
And then you wonder,
whats wrong with their calls!

The greatest loss of life
is not death itself
its what dies inside
when you are not dead.